fat.ugly.stupid.

i am so glad this week has come to an end. it hasn't been a bad week, but things keep happening, or rather, I keep making stuupid things happen, that make me feel like im progressively getting dumber by the day. i shan't attempt to recollect all the events and write them here - it's just too depressing.

i got upset today. in light of all the events that had taken place in the week, you just HAD to say "you not very smart." i don't claim to be a genius, and i know i'm blur more times than not. but that cut. that REALLY cut. :(

there wasn't even a valid reason to say it!

it's amazing how a little sleep on the train and bus back helps alot.

and now, after all that's been said, we're still cool, i guess.

just y'know, if you're gonna say smth hurtful...just don't say it.

i need some air.