One of the things I will never get

is the whole..alpha-male thing.

we can't all be GOOD at EVERYTHING and we can't ALWAYS be RIGHT in ALL circumstances and we can't KNOW EVERYTHING!!

and that's actually perfectly alright, you know.

pfft.

this is really testing my patience, but i'm going to suck it up.

just like my infection & immunity lecture.

go me.

"God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble." James 4:6

Humility man, humility.

i <3 the Science library

there's smth about the round tables with green seats in the science library that just appeals to me.

maybe it's the fact that it's got backseats that rise up and become mini walls so people can't see you.

maybe it's the way the sun shines through the windows and brightens up that spot.

or perhaps it's the fact that interesting people plonk themselves in the seats opposite you and random conversations take place all around.

today a final year law student offered me lime and chilli soy crisps. she was so scared to eat them properly coz she thought that she was being very noisy. i was secretly trying not to laugh. :P she also had the worst time at the post office today, but unfortunately i could not sympathize with her as it's never happened to me before.

the last time a guy with earrings on both his ears asked me if i thought his handwriting was nice, because his friend (who'd received the strangest email from her ex) complained that his font was too big, in her words: "who writes that big?! that's like, a font size 20!" of course i said his handwriting was nice.

and this other time, a girl offered to wake me up from the nap i was going to take, which i declined..too paiseh. :P

that being said, i think it's because those round tables with the green chairs make my day interesting. :)

Geng

kudos to andrew for an OSSUM time of MEGAPRAISE tonight. :)

i've visited Maccas for 3 times now, in the past week. first 2 for frozen cokes, 3rd for a Happy Meal. so unhealthy. >< *guilt trip*

i need to start on this week's Disciple. :S

except for exams, i have no more uni days for the rest of this year. halfway already. too fast.

we should jam more often. i learnt how to do a drumroll today by accident. i may have forgotten how to do it already.

i'm exhausted. been deprived of sleep lately. it does NOT go well with my skin. yucks. :(

there exists two strange people in IMC who can sing songs at mega-high frequency. like, CHIPMUNK level. and CONSISTENTLY too. 0.0 ...and it's not me. lol.

i can still hear the cymbals clashing in my head. and tim's solo. and ivan's keyboard skills. and alberts wao-wao-wao-wao-wao effect on the e-guitar. and loony's punk rock version of 'Every Move I Make'. and tiff's geng piano. :) it makes me happy just thinking about it.

on that note, time to sleep now, i think.

i want to go to sleep, happy. :)

i miss you

talking to you today has made me realize that we haven't actually properly talked in....way too long.

:(

it makes me sad.

fat.ugly.stupid.

i am so glad this week has come to an end. it hasn't been a bad week, but things keep happening, or rather, I keep making stuupid things happen, that make me feel like im progressively getting dumber by the day. i shan't attempt to recollect all the events and write them here - it's just too depressing.

i got upset today. in light of all the events that had taken place in the week, you just HAD to say "you not very smart." i don't claim to be a genius, and i know i'm blur more times than not. but that cut. that REALLY cut. :(

there wasn't even a valid reason to say it!

it's amazing how a little sleep on the train and bus back helps alot.

and now, after all that's been said, we're still cool, i guess.

just y'know, if you're gonna say smth hurtful...just don't say it.

i need some air.

Planet Earth turns slowly

i've been listening to Owl City non-stop on my phone over the last 4 days. shoutout to ESTHER for introducing it to me! admittedly, all the songs start to sound abit alike after a little while, but the song 'Fireflies' has a distinct uniqueness to it with cool lyrics and an even cooler MV. i mean, how on earth do you make up a song about fireflies (literally) and make it sound that good?!

well, that's my favourite song at the moment, my favourite line being "Coz i get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs".

lol, i hate bugs n creepy crawlies, but that just sounds so cute :)

my next favourite song is 'The Saltwater Room', with abit of a conversational duet happening in the chorus.

Time together is just never quite enough

When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home

What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

We need time, only time

When we're apart, whatever are you thinking of?

If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?

So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?

All the time, all the time

it's all very good. :) i like.

Have you ever

thought the WORLD of somebody, only to have someone else tell you that he or she is not good enough for you?

the feeling i get, it's..just...bizarre.