fuzzypanda

i drove home in silence today. maybe i was tired, or i just wasn't in the mood for Jars of Clay nor hymns on 98.5 (hymns in church today were wack, and i learnt that word from jess..SOOO HARD TO SING!!) but the quiet was good. i really needed it. i had heaps on my mind..stuff from the sleepover, committee meeting, mission teams and the situation in Thailand..

this has been one of the best sleepovers i've had. if anything, my takeaway message was to have simple faith in everything. it's one thing to say 'yeah, okay, we all need faith.' but doing it, now that one's abit of a problem for me. coz see, i tend to overthink and overstress unnecessarily? and that's bad, boys and girls. i do realize that, and i'm not liking it very much at all, and so i am trying to consciously change that..but it's not something that will happen overnight. okay, so maybe it doesn't bug me THAT much, and sometimes, it does..but man, i just wish i wouldn't.

so fee fi fo fum. life's too complicated. we should just let go, and let God.

also, isn't it great to have friends to argue with ENDLESSLY over the same old thing, but at the end of the day, you know nothing's gonna come between the friendship? xD exasperating and mind-boggling at times, but i wouldn't trade it for anything at all.

thanks for the smiles, girls :) bighugs.

now i am tired. i think i will go to sleep. goodnight :)