food for thought

it's been a while since i've fallen sick.
but i don't remember a time when i've made this much progress in recovering.
so thanks a heap for the prayers guys :) you know who you are.

something i've discovered in the past 2 days that reaffirms my weirdness:

i dont sleep in lectures when i'm sick. im wide awake, paying full attention. (tho i'm not exactly sure how much info has entered my brain, but point is, i don't fall asleep, and that's a REAL good start! =D)

i sorta nearly fell asleep today in lecture. which means a sure sign of recovery. hahaha.

so since i was paying attention right, i learnt this:

even when we're sick, we take so much for granted. by this i mean, the ability to swallow our tablets, the ability to cough, the ability to sneeze..

man, there are kids out there (and i say kids, coz virtually no one gets to grow into a mature adult) who suffer from DND (Duchenne Muscle Dystrophy), and basically, what this nasty nasty disease does is waste your muscles. so all muscles will eventually degenerate..so yeah. those kids can't even cough, thats why alot of them die from getting THE normal flu..

=/ *sadssad*

and if you think about it, when WE get sick, we act and feel like we're gonna die. huh.

far from it, guys. you have no idea.

and on a completely unrelated note: sometimes it's okay to give up, give in, and let go.